we are now at the point of coming home. It's been a very, very long month or so. I am scared out of my wits to be home with this machine. All the emotions that race through my mind every time I go near this it's killing me. Paul is handling this like a champ. He is so encouraging to me to do this. I can not express how much strength it takes to do this every day.
Sep 30, 2016
so its been a busy week and half. Paul has started his home Hemodialysis. Its scary, nerve racking, but helping him. He is so strong. I am getting trained as well to be his helper. one step further for me on the caregiver side, but I will do what I need to. I feel like I need a degree in nursing for all this. We just have to keep going...and going..and going.