Dear Family and Friends,

July 23, 2022

As of Friday, July 22, 2022 I have been listed for a bilateral lung transplant with Cleveland Clinic. This has all happened so fast. My doctor at the Clinic expedited my testing to get ahead of my health decline. Now suddenly I'm waiting for a call. It could come at any time.

I'm still seeking help with uninsured expenses related to my transplant. Please, if you can, make a secure, tax deductible donation. Claim it on your taxes next year and get it back.

June 6, 2022

The Deciding Factor

One night in the last week of 2021, I found myself munching Christmas goodies and watching football. When I headed to bed that night, I laid down and started feeling nauseous. I got incredibly sick and vomited more than I have in a very long time. It got so bad, I called my doctor the next day and made an appointment. She prescribed me a few common medicines to counteract problems with my lungs, as she knows full well my extremely low lung function. The meds were doing great for the first few days. I was on the mend. Then I got hit with an increase in CO2. My breathing became very labored. I tried to push through it for the first couple days. I thought I could get past it as I did many times before. On the third day I decided I should seek help at the ER. My girlfriend, Erin, took me to Riverside Hospital in Columbus, OH. She dropped me right at the door. I took a few steps to walk in and had to stop as I couldn't breathe well enough to take another. Soon a receptionist noticed me standing there, just inside the door, and brought over a wheel chair. A few minutes later Erin came in from parking the car. She wheeled me into the ER waiting room and I got checked in. Because my problem was breathing, they wasted no time and took me back for an initial diagnoses of my symptoms. I was then taken to an ER room where many different professionals came in to talk to me; each with their own specialty in medicine. I was put on a Bi-PAP machine and after a lengthy wait, was admitted. My condition was declining and quite frankly, I was scared of what might follow. The next three or four days were just a blur. The only thing I really remember well was I thought I was dying and all the doctors and nurses were tip toeing around it. I told one of the doctors that and he reassured me that he didn't see any indication that I was going to die. Erin had been gone for a little while at this point. She had to leave the hospital to keep her daughter on her schedule. I was sitting there waiting for her to come back so I could tell her I loved her. I didn't think I'd see another day. I remember her coming back and I expressed my fear while crying. My fear had escalated so much the doctors gave me some anti-anxiety medicine, which I believe pulled me down further. My next memory was waking up in the ICU. I had been told that many blood gas tests had been done and my arteries kept blowing out. My wrists were extremely bruised. They said my CO2 levels were through the roof. I was also told that I had been intubated, sedated, and arms restrained. I don't know how long I was in that situation, but I guess I pulled the tube out with my knees. Erin had been in contact with my kids. Everyone was afraid I was going to die. With Covid restrictions on who could visit, we had to beg, borrow, and steal to get my kids permission to be on the visitors list. From that point on I was back on the mend,... slowly. They took my weight one morning and showed me what it was. The scale read 150 lbs. I said “What!? That can't be right!” I had lost 20 lbs. And for a guy who is 6'2”, I didn't have 20 lbs. to spare. Erin told me I hadn't eaten much at all the first few days being there. After that I started ordering a bunch of food to get my weight back up. I found out why I hadn't been eating. The food was horrible.

Since I'd been on a Bi-PAP most of the time to keep my CO2 in check, we decided it best I get one for home use. We asked the staff at Riverside if that was something we could get tested and approved before I left the hospital. They agreed to do so. The first night of testing was botched. I'll spare you the details, but lets just say the following morning I was so mad I was spitting nails. I expressed my anger to each doctor and nurse I saw that morning. They assembled a different team to do the testing the next night. This time they got it right. Once I got approved for the Bi-Pap, I was discharged to go home. I was still very weak, but after 9 days in the hospital, I was ready to get out of there. It was 4 or 5 weeks of recovery before I felt strong enough to follow up with my Primary Care Physician. All in all it was a very scary episode of my life, or what felt like the end of it. It was enough to make me realize putting off a lung transplant any further was no longer an option.

I had been working with OSU for my transplant evaluations, but they weren't moving fast enough. I kept trying to get a response out of them for 10 weeks after I left the hospital and got nothing. I decided it was time to go back to Cleveland Clinic. I reached out to them and immediately received a response. They got me in for my usual testing on May 4th, 2022. After hearing the story about my stay at Riverside, my transplant pulmonologist decided my need for new lungs was very urgent. We're going back to finish all testing in July and hopefully get back on the list by August.

I'm doing everything in my power to remain as healthy as I can, but the financial needs for my rapidly advancing, life saving surgery have not been met. I'll need those in place for when that time comes. If you could please help, even just a little, it would go a long way towards my success after transplant.